Long time no write :D

Long time no write :D

I wanna leave here, a boring place where I grow up. I kinda like a head-less fly now, flying around, in a very limited space, no goal, no hope, day by day, gone by. Until die. Now I'm kinda old, not very old, not young for sure. I don't have much stuff, but responsibilities. I can't give up, I need a lead, something I can grab, leave this bottom of the well. Please help me. 🙏